Otherworldly princess

She has risen a massive wall
in the garden of her soul
to keep away the strangers
who only wanted to rip off
the flowers she grew
with so much devotion
Then he occurred out of nowhere,
with a hurricane in his palm
and tore down the wall
so effortlessly.

Yet, he did not bruise a petal,
and walked instead
on the alley lined
with her hopes, seeking for
the otherworldly princess
he dreamed of
He found her later,
sitting on her throne,
with a silver handle sword
chained to her senses
and gently grasped her hands,
promising to join her
in all the battles that she carried,
for eternity and beyond.

 

Ever since,
nothing was ever the same
for he conquered her spirit
and she fell in love.

Immortal

At the beginning, it was the hunger,
horrifying, never ending
You stood by the moon’s side,
covered in darkness, with nothing more,
but a pure symphony of heartbeats,
thrown somewhere between reality and dreams

Your eyes were a black sea of wonders,
so deep it turned the unbending stones into salt
as the waves touched the shore
and the alluring sky was split in two
by the sun in flames
You wore the smile of a warrior
and I knew that you will live forever

I was aware that I could not reach your hand,
but a glimpse of your faith
has shattered the poisonous thorns
wrapped around my heart
and taught me to be brave

Your soul has now become a shelter
for the immortal lives you are bound to
and monuments of silence
are giving you the eternity to build
a long lasting empire.

Waves of emotions

Tonight, I felt like drowning. The waves wrapped me up and I knew I was lost. For a short time, at least, I was no longer in my own skin. I was miles away and I felt free and horrified at the same time. I could feel the salt on my skin and my bones cracking. What a weird sensation to be a stranger to yourself. To not know what you are going to do next or where will the roads take you. I’m not Dorothy to follow the yellow path, and i’m pretty sure i’m not Alice who fell down the rabbit hole. It’s just… me. And my infinite Universe.

I bit my lips and tasted the emptiness, while my tears rolled down the cheek. I was a river running quiet, murmuring the enchanted words for the eternal serenity. I could only dream of it, as I wasn’t ready to lift up the weight off my shoulders. I felt weak and even though I knew I shouldn’t, I kept thinking about what ifs. What if I will never fulfill my dreams? Or, what if I’m destined to sink in my own emotions? I have always struggled with self-trust, but in time I managed to believe in myself. The only problem is that pain came back for a short moment this night. My heart was breaking piece by piece and I could do nothing about it. I let it bleed until I got pulled out of the water. 
I had to wake myself up from the sorrow and then, the fog started to fade. Life has its ups and downs, right? The thing is, life isn’t perfect, but I want to let my dreams guide me in the realms of beauty. I want to take risks, to live life to the fullest, to do what I love most and to be whoever I want to be. I may not live in a fairytale and I may not be the type of girl everyone desires to meet, but it doesn’t means that I shouldn’t stop myself from dreaming. After all, if we are too afraid to try, how are we going to live?
I am scared, yes, to be honest. But I don’t want to hide behind the shadows.  I want to bloom. I want to live my dream.

 


Now, with a cup of coffee by my side and music playing in the background, a thought is crossing my mind: Who would I be if I would let my dreams to die?

 

And i’m sure I don’t want to know the answer to that.

The kingdom

A wandering soul I am,
seeking for an answer as
I sit alone,
in a garden of deadly thornes

The guards put me in chains of wisdom,
the lover had poison in his kiss
My hands are cold, my lips are pale,
the ground is hard to reach,
the soul can not be tamed

My wings are made of smoke,
my eyes are filled with gold and fire
My freedom is marked by
the roses growing inside my lungs,
building an empire

I dwell with the shadows,
I lure them in my emptiness
and I vow that I will reign
over their kingdom

Magic whispers,
I listen.